FINALLY SICK ! :(

Hais , so much things happened yesterday .. Finally i'm sick . Bad cough & flu , my voice is totally change . My throat is like damn pain . This few days quite no mood eh . also don't know why . i seem to get lost in everything le . Don't know who i can trust , can believe anymore . I am lost really lost .. Don't know which path am i even walking now .. i really don't know , really don't know le .. i fucking hate this kind of feelings . serious .. Today got back some of my results & is not up to my expectation at all . Is really badly done :( Hais , anyway , I'm going to mia soon .. Can't be contacting me through phone .. Will mia me till i'm really feeling okay . Things happen too fast .. & i really just feel like ending my life now .. Bye , will be back when i am okay eh !