I'm here to rant. Seriously i really can't take it anymore. I having tons of stress right now! & I am going to break down anytime.. I really had enough of all rubbish, nonsense and stupid stuffs. I don't what am i going to do next. I really don't know. I just will burst into tears soon. Really soon. Prelims, Nlevels are all coming so soon. I need to cope my work well. I really hate studies alot alot. If i have a choice, i rather not to be born. I am mother fucking stress. No one can help me isn't it. I feel like screaming, shouting or even commit suicide. But obviously i won't kill myself. Is time for me to let go all my hatreds. Is really time, if not i really will die i swear.. From now on, i am just going to let go my hatreds. I really do have a good family. They are always there for me no matter what happen. But still, they couldn't understand me. I'm sad, angry, happy at the same time. I really don't know what to do to control myself. I've learn to forgive and forget. But things won't be the same as the past anymore. I just really feel like talking to a person that really understand me but i know there's no one.. I can't stay cheerful at all times anymore. Because this time, i'm really really having alot of problems and i need a lot a lot of time to solve it. That's it. Bye.