Father & Mother I LOVE YOU.
Saw this picture up there? Don't you think you can feel some sense of warmth?
Well, i just came back from the motivational workshop. I actually couldn't come home this early as it is supposed to end at 9pm but due to some reasons i came home early. I really got to say that, among the three trainers, GARY, DANNY & TRACY, GARY was the best trainer i swear. He's really awesome. This workshop was not boring but tiring. But i don't feel wasted. I'm not going to tomorrow's workshop as i've some things need to settle! Is kinda sad, but i've no choice.
Let me just share with you guys what I've learned today. What I've learned today is FAMILY.
I'm a very straight-forward person. I've an attitude that i don't think most people can tolerate including my parents. I'm a person that will fight for my rights, & i won't give a damn whether my words did hurt anyone. But after some time, i learned how to think and learn to get mature enough to understand all kinds of stuffs as i grew older. I used to create a lot of troubles for my parents. I'm always doing things or stuffs that they dislike it. But yet, they're actually the ones that are most important in my life. Now, what i felt towards them were guilty & sorry. As a daughter, I should be filial to them but i did not. I did not show them the basic respect and i even talked to them in a very arrogant and rude way. I failed as being their daughter. They deserve better treatment. They've never blamed me, they forgive me again & again. I do appreciate things that they have done for me. They will buy things to please me when in actual fact they don't have to do so. They're always there to listen all kinds of nonsenses i had & of course my rantings but they didn't make any complains. Whenever i have difficulties, they will always the one trying their best helping me to solve it & make sure i'm safe. I really really appreciate it a lot that what they have done. The only way i can repay them is to make them feel proud having me as their daughter. I promised myself to focus well on my studies and in future be a successful person. I want to bring them out to have fun. and thanks them personally and tell them how much i care for them and love them. I will give my BEST to them. Daddy & Mummy, although i'm still not prepared to tell you guys how much i love and care for you guys, but i wrote it here. I hope you guys will actually pass by it one day. I'm sorry for all the mistakes that i've done, i'm sorry that i keep let you guys worrying about me. Trust me, i will say it to you guys personally one day. I LOVE YOU DADDY & MUMMY, & OF COURSE MY SIBLINGS. :)
If i've to make a choice between family & friends, i will choose FAMILY. As you grew, you will also think that they are the ones that are the most important ones in your entire life. Without them, there won't be you! So guys, don't always wait till the very last minutes then be good to your parents. Don't always very last minutes then tell them how you felt about them. Although they always scold you and beat you, but in actual fact, they did all these is for your own good. They just don't want you guys to turn bad. Whatever they do, is really all for our own good. Sometimes, pat their shoulder or gave them a hug to compliment them, don't always rude to them. This small little actions can be very meaningful towards them. Because you guys will regret. You may not even have the chance to say it too them in future. Be good towards them, & live your life with no regrets.