Does true love exist?

School was fine. Didn't study for physics test today. :( Gonna fail this time round. Oh my.. :(:(:( Today Yubing's & Samantha's topic were all about shinee. So sickening. Hear already pekcek. LOL. But i still love ONEW, Jonghyun & Taemin. LOL. Hahahs, thank Joeleen for cheering me up. & of course others. :D During pe lesson today, got a bit angry la. Sickening can. Want to throw in the goal, go pull away the goal post. Our group were like damn pissed off. But after awhile jiu okay le. (: and i saw my "maths tutor" JEREMY'S HAIR. IS LIKE OH MY 天! LOL damn.. LOL. but is okay. (: Hahahs, really don't know what i'm going to next. Really confused! :( How how how! .. My clique okay le i think. (: Happy die. (: K la, going off le bai! :D

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Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard toaccept, but even with all the hurt i've felt, letting go is the most painful yet..:(

I might not get to see youas often as i'd like, i may not get to holf you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart i know it's true. No matter what happens, i will still love you. I'm slowly letting go. There's no point holding on when i've lost trust in you. Give up on me is good for you. Let it go bahs..

Yeah, i admit i miss the days playing with you, have fun with you, laughing you but now everything has changed. Really changed. I don't know what to do anymore. You're once my good friend & also once my enemy but for now i really don't know i treat you as what anymore.. The feeling really suck. I hate it. Tell me what to do then. I'm foolish to hear other stories but not you guys de explaination. But even if you guys explain, is really for me hard to trust again. I swear is really hard. I've lost trust in love, lost trust in me & you the friendship. Cut yourself will solve everything? It won't. Maybe last time i will say yes but now my answer is a no. I will think that you haven't grown. i have been thinking this few days, really thinking, am i worth to be your good friend when i don't even trust you anymore?.. Don't treat me so good please. Just stop all those foolish things, & lead a better life. The memories between you & me will always be kept in my heart. Thanks for those happy memories you given me. STXY, trust me i will never forget. :D