Sometimes, I just have to hold my head up high, blink away my tears & say goodbye..

Yesterday midnight, Dennon kor call me. Yeah we've become friends back again. & he chuatio that i'm crying. He call me when i am crying. :( & thanks him for trying to cheer me up. Within 5mins i kup the call. Bth le.. Then talk to Annette around 12. She was like shock siah. LOL. Also thank her for cheering me yeah. & Shan! Talk to her too. & thanks for her cheering me up too. :D I'm gonna be fine after a few more days, I MUST BE FINE!! Today school was normal. When i step in to 410 class, Annette the first sentence said to me, ARE YOU OKAY. LOL. HAHAHAH. same goes to Yubing. She asked me why i cried. Then tell her lor. (: ONEW, TAEMIN & JONGHYUN!!! <3 OMG. LOL. Chemistry was really damn sickening. Teacher ask Jeremy to pick up litter but he don't want. The teacher go find discipline teachers to deal with him. I was like wtf? LOL. but funny. The teacher is obviously dislike Jeremy. Damn biased bodoh! _l_ After school, Issac & Joeleen accompany me to bus-stop and pei me wait for my bus. & Issac is really damn guailan! LOL sickening. But anyway thanks both of you ehs. (: K la nothing much to post ehs. Bye people, drink more water ehs, today weather temperature is high.

Wanting him is hard to forget,

Loving him is hard to regret,

Losing him is hard to accept,

But even with all the hurt i've felt,

Letting go is the most painful yet..

I might now get to see you as often as i'd like,

I may not get to hold your arms in the night,

But deep in my heart i know it's true.

No matter what, i will still love you.

I'm learning to let go & i'm trying.

There's no point holding on when i've lost trust in you..

Let it go bahs.

Yeah, i admit i miss those they playing with you, crapping with you.

Miss those day, we've fun together, disiao people. I really do miss.

But now everything changed. Really changed.

I'm really lost & i don't know what to do anymore.

You're once my true good friend, once my enemy.

But for now i really don't know what i treat you as..

The feeling really suck. I really hate it.

Tell me what to do..

I'm sorry didn't give you both a chance to explain but

even if you guys explain, I will never trust it so easily again.

I've been getting lied & lied many times.

Can say I'm stupid or even foolish enough to hear others.

But everything happens, now do whats, It can never be back like last time again.

Cut yourself can solve everything? It won't.

I will say a yes for last time but for now i won't agree to it anymore.

I will think is childish & you haven't grown.

Stop doing all those foolish things.

Is not worth.

STXY, i will always remember those happy memories we have. (:

Thanks for giving me those memories.